𝕴𝖉𝖔𝖑


Her voice was pure and safe.
All I had known was fear and eggshells.
I gravitated towards her like a child reaching for it’s mother.
She soothed me.
She inspired.
I wanted to mimic her.
She embodied all my dreams.
But, reality kept me chained like a dog.
Survival was all I had.
Now she is my disassociated state.
The one I fly to when missed opportunities cut through me
and I feel I am bleeding out.
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Model @jenn.berlin
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βœ’ @thewhimsicalwhims
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The Reunion

It’s not the reunion that bothers me.
It’s the triggering of memories.
Deceit, Betrayal, Ghosting.
The carnivorous mutilation of my trust and open soul.
The reunitees are cut from the same cloth.
Shiny, colorful, alluring.
But, once touched,
the fabric is cheap and snags.
Once worn,
skin itches and burns from the fake, synthetic material.
They never deserved me.
They deserve each other.
Together they will stay asleep in their worlds of delusion.
While I continue to wake up,
and see them for what they are.
For underneath all that glitter,
is not gold.
βœ’ @thewhimsicalwhims
πŸ“Έ @douglas_p_cooper_images
Model @jenn.berlin
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